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Today will be long post to share

Today another good day and scary day

Yet something dilemma me as well

Chat with my buddy till late night 1am yesterday 

And jus now had a pillow talk with chai ling

Scary day is when I driving jus now

A lorry carrying tons of stones and sands pass by my car

Actually I try to avoid those stones Kena my car mirror

Suddenly a sound bomb n the lorry tyre burst

Luckily the lorry din lost control

Or else I think it wil langgar me

I dunno should I say lucky or what 

Just need to be careful when drive

Talk bout good day!

We going Japan next year! Hurray!

Happiness always happens with my friends

Yet I had a serious topic chat with chai ling too

Because shin talked me something

That changed my mind

"Where is my next destination"

I changed my field from science to finance

I gave up the senior position, lead position 

Now become only level 4 as finance executive

I can't or even able to climb up to the level where I've been thru before

Due to my irrelevant background

Shin asked me

"Think about it, back to the place where you should be, you'll get what you deserved and what you need"

Chai ling ask me to think about it properly

Because I got no more time to waste n try new thing 

She ask me work in sg

I need a think

Clear of my mind

Where shall I go

Where shall I leave

Nobody knows the way it gonna be

Its my choice

It's my life

A same mistake u can't make it twice, if it happened, it's your choice

I guess I will really need a think when national day holiday that week

After enjoy my holiday at hatyai

Throw away everything 

Time to think about it

For right now

I need to focus on accrual report due next week

And linkin park concert next week!

Yay, they are my man! 

The concerts that I willing to spend money for only Eason Chan, linkin park n Mayday

Other than that even though I like too

But still not that level yet for me to go and watch it live

Alright peng

For now

Clear off your tiny peanut brain and think about it later after your trip

Then prepare for your future

Now not only I have to think of career future but my real future

Weevi said something weird to me that I can't even believe 

And one of my colleague as well

I dunno is it the way I treat people gave them wrong signal so now that things happened 

they keep asked me try for it since I'm single now

For honestly, and sorry Weevi, I'm phobia of alor setar people

The only one I loved the most, hurt the most

You're a good guy, but I'm a bad girl, I don't deserve you and I can't give things you want

And to my colleague, W

I know you treat me really really good

But, no feel is really cant force and

I quite enjoy my current single life

So.. I try to avoid this topic but someday I'll face it though

Haiz, don't wanna think it right now peng..

25 years old single not a big deal, think bout other things better

You stupid peng...

You can do it

You can do it better!

I don't even know I'm talking about

(´･_･`)

Fine, sleep better

Perhaps a sweet dream (=￣ ρ￣=) ..zzZZ