Friday, March 30, 2012

累了

最近真的很累 很累
感觉好多事都不在状况内
该死的感冒 感染了整个公司
每个人都无精打采
很多东西都在一天内搞砸
很多东西都在赶
很多东西都没办法顺利完成
为什么感觉已经快要喘不过气的时候
为什么还要发生这样的事
因为我的过失 我信错了人
无辜的 被牵连了进风波
被误解的感受真的很不好受
连累别人 更让我感觉内疚
为什么会这样?
明明就不关我的事
为什么事情会演变成这样?
为什么要告诉我一些我不想知道的事情?
我不想知道
我不想知道
我不想知道!!
我只想安安静静的生活
我只想静静的一个人
我只想在别人面前是笑着的
我只想让别人看到我是笑着的
我只想让别人别担心我
我没事的
我会没事的 不是吗?
总是告诉自己
事情过了就会好的
是真的吗?


‘’有些事情  不是你说了就算‘’

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Here I go~!

After back from my 5 days 4 nites krabi + phuket trip
i tot I'll have a good rest
too bad
my house and shop is under renovation T T
dusty and messy
after cincai cincai live in the dusty house for abour 3 weeks + with selipar walking around
my house finished renovate with new painting and expanding~  
erm about new shop .. it will took more time on it, can't wait to see it's done!
 been through messy weeks
out of sudden need to attend inspection meeting @ sg petani
haiz .. such a far location for me to go there attend meeting
what to do? Since the project is running and we can't leave it like this
really thanks alot to dee teoh that for the accompany and give me a home stay~
besides, thanks for her family's care and let me feel that 出外靠朋友is really important
finally tasted famous nasi lemak Ong & Soon sen's steamboat 
once again thank you dee teoh and your family~ x)
and i managed grab some time for my girls 
driving all way down from sg petani to butterworth to meet liv, shi wenn and ann~
have a fun time but too short due to my rushing time
even though bit tiring driving bec from butterworth to alor setar after gathering wit my girls
but still i meet wit edwin, look, woen, yann and wee for a tea time 
it's feeling great to meet all my friends that lost contact for quite some time
Sunday sigh dee teoh.. let me driving all the way from AS to nilai
holy shyt super tired for non stop driving for 4 hours + +
and last mins notification from boss that the next day monday - wednesday gonna attend MOPI training @ boulevard hotel, mid valley
sigh, once again i tot i'll have a good rest
but after 3 days continuously drive go n back kl-nilai for the training
really beh tahan
holy shyt fevering + flu + cough + sore throat
haiz.. finally sick.. hell yeah but on weekend!
ruined my love weekend T^T
alright then... if can i wish to take MC on Monday
seriously I need a good rest!!! :(