Saturday, July 15, 2017

IMY

Today .. I read back Kit's blog

He leave us for about 7 years already.. time flies

I still remember there is a post he wrote for me

"hei.., i tell u all lah, if u all don wan others know about your secret, then should not tell 1 of your friend, even the best 1...
u know why??
becoz hor, if tat "secret" once tell other n lets them know ord, mean not secret liao...
u know why??
other(s) sudah tau ur secret lah, so, cannot called secret anymore liao lah...
understand mah??
i'm talking about U, U lah, don nid looks behind or besides lah...
ya, i'm talking u, U!!!
hello, juz telling truth only har, don mind and angry leh....
Peng, tell me lah...
i know u got things to tell me, tell lah...
can or can not depends on 2 of u lah, not others...
u can don nid care about others de, juz do what u think is right lah...
if got any wrong, then juz correct from tat loh...
everyone sure got did mistakes before de, i don believe u, ya, i mean U--->everyone never did mistakes before, don nid to cheats this, haha....
ei, wish 2 of you did the right choice...
tats all....
tired of thinking what to write, continue later...."

How much words and stories I wanna tell you .. Kit

I did the mistake and i can't find a way to correct it

How i wish i can have you beside me .. you told us must always be steady ..

I tried .. I tried .. i wish i can make the right choice 

Tell me what should i do now .. Kit...

I miss you so much ... Those days we hang out together, you accompanied me ..

Now i feel so lonely here ...

D.E.A.D

Back to blogger life

We ended our 4 years relationship, he found his Mrs right where i'm alone struggling here

Again.. the same thing happened again like year 2010

Hurt, betrayal, lies all comes together

原来人心是会变的 变得我认不出了

是那么的陌生 那么的可怕

总告诉自己,要放开,原来你住在我心里的最深处里

如要连根拔起 那就会掏空我的心

我的心 还活着吗 还跳动着吗

i'm dead .. is because of you