Wednesday, November 27, 2013

No! 搵笨 IV!


I would never know this news if sister don't whatsapp me or until I surf fb jus now
He suicide by jump from a building where my sister will pass by to work
And it's only 2 mins distance
I advised sis n concerns her too
She said she saw still got blood
It's terrible, just hope sis when pass by, can pray and wish him RIP
He, my sister friend
Though different course but at least they know each other's
It's kind of heartache and sad for this young guy
Everyone has their own life, we got no right to justify how the others live
He chosen his path which he thinks it's the best way
Just to encourage youth generation nowadays 
Think twice, think of your parent that feed you to grow until adult
You leave easily this second, u leave sadness for them a whole life 
A lot of ppl wanted to live but they are not given second chance
This remind me
Kit, my lovely yet steady buddy
He leave us though years
But every single moments, we miss you always 
December coming soon.. Time flies, you leave us almost 3 years ord

No matter how, do love yourself love your life love your family and the one you loved
Appreciate and RIP for those you've chosen your way

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

No! 搵笨 III!


What a sick day
MC n sleep at home
Sore throat since Saturday
Finally.. Really fall sick
Sigh..
Fine, just MC n sleep at home
Tmwr salary day! Yay! Horray!
Recently very pokai
Dunno where my money gone
It's either flight ticket, shopping or dining
Really can't recall why my money gone and I'm so pokai
;D
Today is Tuesday and another 3 days! Weekend <3
And great to hear that sister going to sg working start from next Sunday til cny
Haha, I got excuse to go sg again Liao 
Hehehe


Hohoho, Xmas is coming soon :p
Wait a mins, medicine taking effect d
Damn sleepy
Stop blogging
Gonna sleep and have a sweet dream
Night <3

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

No! 搵笨! II

Everything feels so not right now
How to fix it?
How to escape from these
Feels so suffocating
Don't know how to face it
Just wish to stop everything right now 


Friday, November 15, 2013

No! 搵笨! I



很快的就十一月中了,十二月快来了
二零一四年快到了
最近不怎么忙,过得还得过且过
公司一直放假,一星期做三天工而已
今天也不例外,只是今天是我纯粹自拿假, 想赖在家
煮了个大早餐


煮了个苏东虾海鲜东炎米粉汤午餐
Oyishiiiii :D



下个月头做完年终报告就开始放假到明年一月,算算都有整三个星期!
事业大概就这样吧
下个月就拿花红了
感情就蛮烦一些

他,和他都对我很好

他,逗我开心,照顾我,关心我,
总是放我在第一位,
买了很多东西送我
他不敢要求什么,他知道我的答案
他只是要我偶尔煮给他吃
煮饭,我是可以答应,我喜欢煮给家人朋友吃
虽然说不上很好吃,但不会难吃。
家常便饭难不到我
辣椒鸡,汤,菜,蛋,菇等等,我一手包办!
这些都是我煮给他吃的。






他送了我一个Burberry 钱包,Paul frank tee, 小狗抱枕,
他也买了king koilの床给我,要我睡得好。
我退换,他坚持不收。
一看着好几千块的礼物,
我唯一能做的,感谢他对我的那一份爱意却无法答应的这一份感情。

另一个他,
一样对我很好,他,以前表白过,我拒绝过,他再一次来过。
他,喜欢载我出去吃好吃的,不管多远,不顺路,他坚持要来载我
就是不让我驾车,他说他不放心
吃饭也是他给钱,就连我买小样品他也不让我付钱
他也说要我一定要陪他看戏院最新的戏
我两年前就认识他,我们是同一学系,不同学校,他大我两年。
我们是因为公事而认识,这就是一种缘分。
我不是小孩了,他的成熟稳重确实让我心踏实许多,
遇见错的人,我浪费很多时间,
上了一堂宝贵的一课,学会了教训。


他,和他,
他们都对我很好,
感情,我还没准备好
上一次的教训,我会记得。
这一次我不冲动,我跟随我的心
它会告诉我,
我会归属哪里。


我知道,
我可以。
Dear lord, may your strength be with me whenever I need you be there for me.
Love.