Monday, December 26, 2011

Merry Christmas!

X'mas bbq party!
-cheese hotdog, squids, prawns, chicken wings, fishes, corn, marshmallow, lamb, green pepper etc!-

alright, no image at all coz i'm enjoying the food~

after Choy arrived at 12.30am 26/12/2011
our 'late' gift exchange is start~

yea, I got this!

and pi laugh me coz i look alike this bear!

a group photo

and Lastly, every1 got their presents and full stomach!

party for 2 night since X'mas eve
everyday also late night back to home
and time to recharge before our trip on New year eve!!

Merry Christmas everyone and Happy New Year~

Saturday, December 17, 2011


recently feeling so lost
and keep on ask myself
''what your want?''
''what should do?''
''why like that 1?''
''so how?''
and I just can't answer these simple questions
because I really don't know what I want to do actually
just felt that there is no future
doubting myself
''Am I really want to be stay in lab? I tot myself prefer run sales more?''
''Should I accept the as Manager offer? but I can't handle it ..''
everyone just come and ask me
''how to settle this?''
and I just feel like
''I also dunno, dun ask me, please ...''
I can be very happy when i'm on fb
and everyone, will come and leave a comment or even click a like
but you will never know
I'm not happy actually
I can be very free and relax when i'm on fb
and click those link that I like, leave a comment if I'm willing to
but you will never know
I'm boring actually
you will think that i look great everyday
In fact,
I'm working like a zombie everyday
boss will only see 'result'. she will never ask ''how you gonna settle it''
so, I work till die also need to show her the 'result', I mean 'a result that she willing accept''
office politics just so sucks
and before she leave, she left alot of shyt and ask me to taste it
I know work will be like this
but I never tot I can't handle it
I just feeling so lost
day dreaming
everyone ask for resolution la 2012 la
but I just dunno what I want
just so feeling lost !

Sunday, December 11, 2011

♥ women's best friend~

After a few tiring weeks, my long waited weekend is here finally
gathering day with chai ling and some other friends @ Sunway pyramid
spent more than 12 hours til late night only back to home
so some story of my day~

trying some apps effect

funny expression xD

 blueeee ~ @ FOREVER 21

and lastly something I bought
after I bought a gold ring for myself few months back
here comes my 2nd luxury
my 1st diamond 
diamond is women's best friend!! 
price? erm ... = 1 LV bag or 1 iphone 4s
so.. super broke now T T
and spent whole day learnt about diamond
just found out diamond got such deep knowledge with grade, cutting surface, clarity etc
for sure
I'm in love with this super luxury now
my X'mas present for this year! ♥ and what will come the next?
wish list wish list wish list 

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

something goes wrong

Early morning received msg from senior
telling me she now in hospital
maybe can give birth already
and I just
''please weh, i'm not ready for all these ..''
shyt, need to go to office early
and in charge my department
make sure everything under control
and tension feel around the office
not really in mood and my stupid colleague
dunno what happened to her
just keep sing those emo love song front of me
and still she mentioned : dedicate for you, Ms Lim
and I just '' LOL, pls dun disturb my recovering mood weh''
and she just : ''I understand you'' X)
yeah, sure she understand me
she coupled 10years bf told her, '' I wan to marry, but not with you''
and she heartbroken
so she say: she can understand my feels
yes, I can understand her feels too
''to letting go something you loved the most, is hard''
so, I sing together wit her
to celebrate ''you know me, I know you''
gossip around and laugh out loud
made myself more tired nia
coz gonna take over all a 'Manager' job and currently my own 'Senior' job
what to do is run test, sign and approve document,
playing around, run here and there
sing song and shyt ..
emo love song just so emo ...
still the best thing for today is the good news
my boss will go for Korea vacation for a week start from tomorrow! hurray~
hahahaha, at least something good happen today :)
cheers pEng, cheers! everything gonna be alright!!

Sunday, December 4, 2011


失眠 为了什么失眠
总之 心情差就对了
好在 我还有朋友
难得的事 居然能约到久违的欣和佩
佩就别说了 从英国回来都不知在忙些什么
整个夜晚 话题聊了许久
如果他还在 昨夜聚会会更完美
他家人全都在 不知该说些什么
我想失眠的这几夜 睡眠不够
我居然拿起了电话 打了给他 要求了见他
加快速度着 害怕我会错过
赶到了 却来不及
只能看一眼 而说再见
至少看到了 从你眼里 你的脸上
写满了 她给了你100%完美的日子
我想 看了你最后一眼
明年 远离了这 我的未来会更幸福的