December

December

It's complicated

I don't know what kind of feeling for this whole December

as usual

insomnia happened most the time

thinking of those 

those memories in my life that I've forgotten

I'm trying hard to recall it

what's in my memories

December 2012

Kit leave for 2 years

time flies

and it's been 2 years time

Steven leave for 3 weeks

and I'm still here

regret coz I didn't attend the funeral

thinking of these

these people walk into my heart

read my mind

they found the key to open it

they are 

exists deeply true into my heart

December 2012

work pressure never stop

bad luck never stop

and all these tons of shit

its totally drowning me

count down day by day

waiting for next month Taiwan trip

I dont give a fuck

so I will just leave all this shit behind

walking away from here

It's more than 2 years

and It's more than enough

December 2012

It's been 2 years

The funniest and awkward moment

When you seeing him is dating with another girl right in front you

those forgotten memories automatic is recalling back

and the next step

i'm just walk away

just walk away

''why don't you just go into the front and say Hello and give them a bless?''

I'm not sure

he is willing to see my presence in his life or 

I'm not sure

he is totally absence from my life

For no reason

I just wanna walk away

from this terrible December

It's been 2 years

How many years should I take

towards the end?

'Give a break, take a breathe; leave the shit, don't eat it'

peng, everything gonna be alright

you need some time

just a little bit more

a little bit more then is just enough

everything will be fine

god bless always, finger crossed.